
33…hmmmmm I guess it’s not so bad. My stepfather called and asked if I felt like I was 33 and I didn’t even have to think about it before I answered – YES! lol Yes I do feel 33…but it’s all good!
My grandfather gave a sweet card this morning

and it actually made me stop and think about what my new motto for this year will be…
On the inside the card says,“Feel the Happiness Begin”! I am going to slightly alter it and say that for the upcoming year my new motto will be, “Let the Happiness Begin!”
With everything that has been going on in my life lately, my friends lives, the news, etc…there has been a lot of sadness & stress…but I always find a little bit of happiness in every day no matter what has happened. {And for me that is what I want to focus on – the Happiness! All of the things I have to be happy about and that make my life good…and that make turning 33 good!}
So I decided to make a list today of the good, the bad, and the Happiness that I am currently experiencing at the age of 33! (I am going to mix them all together though so that it all seems pleasantly balanced…lol)
My “33″ List:
* Everyday I experience and thrive on the Unconditional Love that my children send my way
* I am currently a red head!
* I am definitely not as thin as I would prefer to be…
* I finally like my freckles!
* I give and get at least 50 kisses a day from my sweet baby Castor! …and kisses make me happy!!
* I am constantly inspired and ready to create…
* I am constantly wishing I had time to create or do things with all my inspirations…
* I’m constantly exhausted…
* I have a very loving husband…granted he often drives me crazy…he loves me and still makes my heart flutter…
* I have really bad migraine headaches that keep me from being outside in the heat most of the time
* I just started a new medicine that I will take daily to try and help the migraines…however it has a horrible side effect – WEIGHT LOSS – oh my goodness that is just horrible isn’t it….(side note: please do not let me be the one exception who does not experience the horrible side effect!)
* This stuff brings a little happiness my way daily:

* I no longer have the amazing scrapbook studio my husband designed for me…but I have a table and a light and I guess in the end that’s all I need cause I still feel creative!
* I’m finding it pretty hard living without my husband and taking care of the three kids by myself…
* However, during this time of having to live apart I have also learned a lot about myself…for instance I am a lot stronger emotionally than I realized and capable of doing a lot more – meaning things my husband usually does but I now do…
* I have found that I actually enjoy having stairs to go up and down everyday..it’s like have to exercise…not a choice so you don’t really think about it…but I must go up and down them like 20 times a day!
* I found my signature scent {Persian Garden} and I’m sticking with it till I die – or until they stop making it!
* I am okay with the fact that I am not perfect
* Although I do wish that having three children had not wreaked the havoc that it did on my body!
* I am officially a morning person and I’m glad! It didn’t start out that way, but now I’m used to it and even though the clock may read 5am when I get up, it’s really hard not to be happy when I look over and see Castor’s little head peaking over the crib rail with a huge smile on his face and saying, “Momma!”
* I drink two cups of coffee each morning…
* I hated these when I was a kid but now they are my absolute fav: Dark Chocolate, Avacados, Artichokes, wine, well let me clarify…I did not really drink wine when I was a kid, but I’m just sayin at 33 I really enjoy a good glass of wine!
* I sport *{ROCK} a Mini-Van!
* I am constantly struggling to keep up with everything house cleaning & Laundry…
* I do not like to iron, or empty the dishwasher…don’t mind filling it though…
* I love to cook and I think I’m pretty good at it for the most part. I have to say it makes me feel pretty good to hear my husband say how much he misses my cooking during the week. Oh wait…he lives in a tent though so I don’t know if that’s saying much…
* When I can, I create art, scrapbook, photograph things, and occasionally I get lucky enough to teach classes on these…I am so thankful to have this creative outlet in my life.
* I am not afraid to voice my opinions – I still don’t like confrontation really…but I know what I want and usually what I have to do to make it happen.
* I get to play everyday…granted it may only be with a fisher price toy or some legos or a barbie…but it’s still play!
* I am not excited about our financial situation…that being said, I feel like I have come a long way, learned a lot, have the knowledge I need now to teach my kids and send them on a better path, and well…I have a beautiful family, a roof over my head, something to drive, and love…so I say it’s better to live in Happiness then to drown in sorrow.
